----PAPER BIRDS----
This past week I have learned that when you set yourself on doing things that can either break you or make you.Things get nasty,you get scared as SH*T!! because its something that you haven't done it before and there are a lot of things to be done.You ask to yourself,what will they say?What if everything goes wrong?What if I end up embarrassing myself?These questions circles around your mind.They will say,"Its impossible,You are gona get screwed everything badly".The question on your ability.
And you get badly struck by those words.It saddens you.It scares you even more.You get hungry.You get tired.You are afraid now.It seems like everything is falling apart.The things you set out to be Beautiful suddenly starts to fade.So,many Things go absolutely wrong,people get hurt,feelings get shattered, dreams seems to be a lie and a Smile suddenly disappears....Then what do you do??You RUN!!You run far away from everything and lock yourself out.You shut yourself down in that dark lonely room,all alone breathing heavily.Sweating badly thinking What the hell is wrong with me??You stare at your hands they are shaking.Then your tired feet losses its balance and you throw yourself on the knee.You get hurt!!!
But you clam yourself down.,you take a deep breath and remember all the things you wanted to do.You ask yourself,"Are you good enough to pull this off?Aren't you tired?Aren't you scared??Isn't this beyond your strength and ability.....And you scream,Yess!!Yess!!Yes,I'm tired!!I'm scared!!and yes it is out of control and yes i'm confused..., You remember that excitement and you remember their faces...And you say,"You see I'm not a quitter!I ain't gona run away from myself.I ain't gona destroy their expectation.I have set myself on doing things and i'm not a quitter.I'm gona do it.Yes,i will do it.
Suddenly that dark lonely room starts to shine,you see a light.You are underwhelm.You get lifted up by your inner strength and you remember them.yes,them!!Their shining eyes.Then some hope rises and gives a pat on my back and says,"I know you can do it!!Now,go out there and make it happen and Remember you are Awesome!!"....Then you pull yourself up.You open that door and a blow of fresh air punches your tiredness,your sadness,your fear away and you feel Alive!!
You climb upstairs with that sense of relief and bliss.You open the other door.You see their faces,their shining eyes.They are totally unaware of what i've been through.Such a overwhelming emotional roller coaster.Yet,i was back and they greet me with a Smile and Joy on their faces.Then i suddenly realized that their Smile is my strength.They give me hope,they are my shining light on my life.So,i froze the moment and closed my eyes and captured it in my heart.It gave my heart a comfort.You know that feeling when you have walked miles and miles in that sunny day for hours with out water and you are too damn thirsty..And out of nowhere someone gives you a bottle of cold water or the first breath after coma.Yes,that was my feeling they gave me.I was just in love with them.Yes..i was. and will always be....Then you put our heart and soul into it.We work our ass off,we push our strength to its limit.Our tiredness,our sadness,grief suddenly starts to feel less painful when we where together.We motivated each-other,we excited eachother...These guys make it easy.
Then you cross your finger and after all those hard work everything starts to fall into its right places.Everyone is happy now,everyone is looking Beautiful,every one is excited,everyone is smiling.Then we dance,we scream,we have the time of our life,we drink and we make a toast and kiss all our sadness goodbye.We won against all odd and We all are in Love-as the saying goes,"We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” The Love that found us.The Love that put us together to become who we are now,the love that gave us strength to move on.The Love that broke all the barriers & made "US".The Love that gave us million reasons to smile when we needed just one.The Love that taught us to Live Life To Its Fullest.So,as i end this writing i want to let you guys know that,You guys are my Rainbow,My heartbeat,My strength..you guys are my shining light that makes me bright,my reason to smile...Yes!!I love you guys...Time we spend may be short but was worth it and they are the best moments of my life.I will always cherish it and if in any near future before i die,the TIME TRAVELLING is possible then i would absolutely Love to go back in time and relive those days AGAIN!!....So,thank you for accepting and welcoming me in your life with such warm embrace..Thank you for making me realize How Lucky I'm to share some greatest moments of our life together.Thank you!!!
p.s-We'll be Friends Forever, won't we, Pooh?' asked Piglet.
This past week I have learned that when you set yourself on doing things that can either break you or make you.Things get nasty,you get scared as SH*T!! because its something that you haven't done it before and there are a lot of things to be done.You ask to yourself,what will they say?What if everything goes wrong?What if I end up embarrassing myself?These questions circles around your mind.They will say,"Its impossible,You are gona get screwed everything badly".The question on your ability.
And you get badly struck by those words.It saddens you.It scares you even more.You get hungry.You get tired.You are afraid now.It seems like everything is falling apart.The things you set out to be Beautiful suddenly starts to fade.So,many Things go absolutely wrong,people get hurt,feelings get shattered, dreams seems to be a lie and a Smile suddenly disappears....Then what do you do??You RUN!!You run far away from everything and lock yourself out.You shut yourself down in that dark lonely room,all alone breathing heavily.Sweating badly thinking What the hell is wrong with me??You stare at your hands they are shaking.Then your tired feet losses its balance and you throw yourself on the knee.You get hurt!!!
But you clam yourself down.,you take a deep breath and remember all the things you wanted to do.You ask yourself,"Are you good enough to pull this off?Aren't you tired?Aren't you scared??Isn't this beyond your strength and ability.....And you scream,Yess!!Yess!!Yes,I'm tired!!I'm scared!!and yes it is out of control and yes i'm confused..., You remember that excitement and you remember their faces...And you say,"You see I'm not a quitter!I ain't gona run away from myself.I ain't gona destroy their expectation.I have set myself on doing things and i'm not a quitter.I'm gona do it.Yes,i will do it.
Suddenly that dark lonely room starts to shine,you see a light.You are underwhelm.You get lifted up by your inner strength and you remember them.yes,them!!Their shining eyes.Then some hope rises and gives a pat on my back and says,"I know you can do it!!Now,go out there and make it happen and Remember you are Awesome!!"....Then you pull yourself up.You open that door and a blow of fresh air punches your tiredness,your sadness,your fear away and you feel Alive!!
You climb upstairs with that sense of relief and bliss.You open the other door.You see their faces,their shining eyes.They are totally unaware of what i've been through.Such a overwhelming emotional roller coaster.Yet,i was back and they greet me with a Smile and Joy on their faces.Then i suddenly realized that their Smile is my strength.They give me hope,they are my shining light on my life.So,i froze the moment and closed my eyes and captured it in my heart.It gave my heart a comfort.You know that feeling when you have walked miles and miles in that sunny day for hours with out water and you are too damn thirsty..And out of nowhere someone gives you a bottle of cold water or the first breath after coma.Yes,that was my feeling they gave me.I was just in love with them.Yes..i was. and will always be....Then you put our heart and soul into it.We work our ass off,we push our strength to its limit.Our tiredness,our sadness,grief suddenly starts to feel less painful when we where together.We motivated each-other,we excited eachother...These guys make it easy.
Then you cross your finger and after all those hard work everything starts to fall into its right places.Everyone is happy now,everyone is looking Beautiful,every one is excited,everyone is smiling.Then we dance,we scream,we have the time of our life,we drink and we make a toast and kiss all our sadness goodbye.We won against all odd and We all are in Love-as the saying goes,"We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” The Love that found us.The Love that put us together to become who we are now,the love that gave us strength to move on.The Love that broke all the barriers & made "US".The Love that gave us million reasons to smile when we needed just one.The Love that taught us to Live Life To Its Fullest.So,as i end this writing i want to let you guys know that,You guys are my Rainbow,My heartbeat,My strength..you guys are my shining light that makes me bright,my reason to smile...Yes!!I love you guys...Time we spend may be short but was worth it and they are the best moments of my life.I will always cherish it and if in any near future before i die,the TIME TRAVELLING is possible then i would absolutely Love to go back in time and relive those days AGAIN!!....So,thank you for accepting and welcoming me in your life with such warm embrace..Thank you for making me realize How Lucky I'm to share some greatest moments of our life together.Thank you!!!
p.s-We'll be Friends Forever, won't we, Pooh?' asked Piglet.
Even longer,' Pooh answered.
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