Disaster-Piece

                                                                DISASTER-PIECE
                                                              A Chapter of Oblivion.                
                       
                         Weird people,Weird thought and a empty paper.He writes,He rewrites and he writes a little more.Things he knows,People he adores and the lost dreams he had dreamt.All on this empty paper.Its white but he has filled it up with his dark twisted thoughts.Words are being written,feelings are being shattered and yet he feels fine.
                    Well,you see a History is being made.A boy closes and shuts all his chapter because he is too afraid to show it.Covers up his cold feet and pulls the pillow little up on his back.I think..He is feeling something.He is starting to gaze upon this weirdness.I think he is going to break this barrier of Confusion.I think he has found a way to escape.He thinks to himself,"You might think that this rain will blend with you.Drown your worries and wash your fear away and you might think Tomorrow will be a Brighter Day.....Well,Fuck you!!This is December and its Fucking Cold outside.The Sun is always up.The rain will freeze you to Death.You Fucking senseless retard!!You mindless Garbage!!Your mind is Fucked Up and your heart is hallow and dried out!!!You are Insane and disgusted!!!Everyone is as Fucked up as you are!!No-one gives a shit...no one cares..and no one deserves you!!You deserve nothing!!So FUCK YOU and FUCK EVERYONE!!You are better off this way..Hated..Alienated!!".
                         This way a slap of self awareness wakes him up.He holds the paper tight.Tries to erase the words with that fierce strike of pen but fails.So.tears the page down,crumbles it and throws it out of his sight...Takes a deep breath,goes outside,lights the matchstick,burns it to ashes and says,"FUCK YOU!!".Closes the chapter and goes to sleep.

PAPER BIRDS

                                                                      ----PAPER BIRDS----
                                               

                 This past week I have learned that when you set yourself on doing things that can either break you or make you.Things get nasty,you get scared as SH*T!! because its something that you haven't done it before and there are a lot of things to be done.You ask to yourself,what will they say?What if everything goes wrong?What if I end up embarrassing myself?These questions circles around your mind.They will say,"Its impossible,You are gona get screwed everything badly".The question on your ability.
                     And you get badly struck by those words.It saddens you.It scares you even more.You get hungry.You get tired.You are afraid now.It seems like everything is falling apart.The things you set out to be Beautiful suddenly starts to fade.So,many Things go absolutely wrong,people get hurt,feelings get shattered, dreams seems to be a lie and a Smile suddenly disappears....Then what do you do??You RUN!!You run far away from everything and lock yourself out.You shut yourself down in that dark lonely room,all alone breathing heavily.Sweating badly thinking What the hell is wrong with me??You stare at your hands they are shaking.Then your tired feet losses its balance and you throw yourself on the knee.You get hurt!!!
                    But you clam yourself down.,you take a deep breath and remember all the things you wanted to do.You ask yourself,"Are you good enough to pull this off?Aren't you tired?Aren't you scared??Isn't this beyond your strength and ability.....And you scream,Yess!!Yess!!Yes,I'm tired!!I'm scared!!and yes it is out of control and yes i'm confused..., You remember that excitement and you remember their faces...And you say,"You see I'm not a quitter!I ain't gona run away from myself.I ain't gona destroy their expectation.I have set myself on doing things and i'm not a quitter.I'm gona do it.Yes,i will do it.
                    Suddenly that dark lonely room starts to shine,you see a light.You are underwhelm.You get lifted up by your inner strength and you remember them.yes,them!!Their shining eyes.Then some hope rises and gives a pat on my back and says,"I know you can do it!!Now,go out there and make it happen and Remember you are Awesome!!"....Then you pull yourself up.You open that door and a blow of fresh air punches your tiredness,your sadness,your fear away and you feel Alive!!
                   You climb upstairs with that sense of relief and bliss.You open the other door.You see their faces,their shining eyes.They are totally unaware of what i've been through.Such a overwhelming emotional roller coaster.Yet,i was back and they greet me with a Smile and Joy on their faces.Then i suddenly realized that their Smile is my strength.They give me hope,they are my shining light on my life.So,i froze the moment and closed my eyes and captured it in my heart.It gave my heart a comfort.You know that feeling when you have walked miles and miles in that sunny day for hours with out water and you are too damn thirsty..And out of nowhere someone gives you a bottle of cold water or the first breath after coma.Yes,that was my feeling they gave me.I was just in love with them.Yes..i was. and will always be....Then you put our heart and soul into it.We work our ass off,we push our strength to its limit.Our tiredness,our sadness,grief suddenly starts to feel less painful when we where together.We motivated each-other,we excited eachother...These guys make it easy.
                   Then you cross your finger and after all those hard work everything starts to fall into its right places.Everyone is happy now,everyone is looking Beautiful,every one is excited,everyone is smiling.Then we dance,we scream,we have the time of our life,we drink and we make a toast and kiss all our sadness goodbye.We won against all odd and We all are in Love-as the saying goes,"We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” The Love that found us.The Love that put us together to become who we are now,the love that gave us strength to move on.The Love that broke all the barriers & made "US".The Love that gave us million reasons to smile when we needed just one.The Love that taught us to Live Life To Its Fullest.So,as i end this writing i want to let you guys know that,You guys are my Rainbow,My heartbeat,My strength..you guys are my shining light that makes me bright,my reason to smile...Yes!!I love you guys...Time we spend may be short but was worth it and they are the best moments of my life.I will always cherish it and if in any near future before i die,the TIME TRAVELLING is possible then i would absolutely Love to go back in time and relive those days AGAIN!!....So,thank you for accepting and welcoming me in your life with such warm embrace..Thank you for making me realize How Lucky I'm to share some greatest moments of our life together.Thank you!!!

                             
                            p.s-We'll be Friends Forever, won't we, Pooh?' asked Piglet.

                                                Even longer,' Pooh answered.

Mamihlapinatapai:
                         I'm so captivated with this word "mamihlapinatapai" and with the girl who introduced this to me.Her starry blue eye and her snow white skin with that soft voice,it was love at first sight(with the word and yeah with the girl too).She made me fall in love even more with the word when she explained the meaning of this word.This Unique word's pronunciation itself is so joyous that it puts a smile on my face whenever i say it.The word "Mamihlapinatapai" comes from Yaghan language which is now a dead language but it was spoken in Tierra del Fuego which is on Southern most point of South America.It was also listed in The Guinness Book of World Records as the "most succinct word", and is considered one of the hardest words to translate.
                    The meaning behind this word is so divine and so unique that i don't think any word in English Language defines such melded emotion.So,the meaning is quite beautiful.It means that moment or feeling when two people both want to initiate something but neither one wants to be the one to start it. It can be perhaps two tribal leaders both wanting to make a peace but neither one wanting to be the one to begin it or It could be two people at a party wanting to approach each-other and neither quite brave enough to make a first move.

EDWARD KO KAM!! :)

45 Life Lessons From A Dying Old Woman With No Reason to Lie.
                         
1.       Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2.       When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3.       Life is too short to waste time hating anyone…

4.       Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick.  Your friends and parents will.  Stay in touch.

5.       Pay off your credit cards every month.

6.       You don’t have to win every argument.  Agree to disagree.

7.       Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

8.       It’s OK to get angry with God.  He can take it.

9.       Save for retirement starting with your first pay cheque.

10.     When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11.     Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12.     It’s OK to let your children see you cry..

13.     Don’t compare your life to others.  You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14.     If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15.     Everything can change in the blink of an eye.  But don’t worry; God never blinks.

16.     Take a deep breath.  It calms the mind.

17.     Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

18.     Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

19.     It’s never too late to have a happy childhood.  But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20.     When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

21.     Burn the candles, use the nice sheets and wear the fancy lingerie.  Don’t save it for a special occasion,  today is special.

22.     Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23.     Be eccentric now.  Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

24.     The most important sex organ is the brain.

25.     No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26.     Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’

27.     Always choose life.

28.     Forgive everyone everything.

29.     What other people think of you is none of your business.

30.     Time heals almost everything.  Give time.

31.     However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32.     Don’t take yourself so seriously.  No one else does.

33.     Believe in miracles.

34..     God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.

35.     Don’t audit life.  Show up and make the most of it now.

36.     Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
 37.     Your children get only one childhood.

38.     All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39.     Get outside every day.  Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40.     If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.

41.     Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42.     The best is yet to come.

43.     No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44.     Yield.

45.     Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.”

#inspiredbyburiedlife#

Something I wanted to share!!
20 Things I Should Have Known at 20.

1. The world is trying to keep you stupid. From bank fees to interest rates to miracle diets, people who are not educated are easier to get money from and easier to lead. Educate yourself as much as possible for wealth, independence, and happiness.

2. Do not have faith in institutions to educate you. By the time they build the curriculum, it’s likely that the system is outdated– sometimes utterly broken. You both learn and get respect from people worth getting it from by leading and doing, not by following.

3. Read as much as you can. Learn to speed read with high retention. Emerson Spartz taught me this while I was at a Summit Series event. If he reads 2-3 books a week, you can read one.

4. Connect with everyone, all the time. Be genuine about it. Learn to find something you like in each person, and then speak to that thing.

5. Don’t waste time being shy. Shyness is the belief that your emotions should be the arbitrators of your decision making process when the opposite is actually true.

6. If you feel weird about something during a relationship, that’s usually what you end up breaking up over.

7. Have as much contact as possible with older people. Personally, I met people at Podcamps. My friend Greg, at the age of 13, met his first future employer sitting next to him on a plane. The reason this is so valuable is because people your age don’t usually have the decision-making ability to help you very much. Also they know almost everything you will learn later, so ask them.

8. Find people that are cooler than you and hang out with them too. This and the corollary are both important: “don’t attempt to be average inside your group. Continuously attempt to be cooler than them (by doing cooler things, being more laid back, accepting, ambitious, etc.).”

9. You will become more conservative over time. This is just a fact. Those you surround yourself with create a kind of “bubble” that pushes you to support the status quo. For this reason, you need to do your craziest stuff NOW. Later on, you’ll become too afraid. Trust me.

10. Reduce all expenses as much as possible. I mean it. This creates a safety net that will allow you to do the crazier shit I mentioned above.

11. Instead of getting status through objects (which provide only temporary boosts), do it through experiences. In other words, a trip to Paris is a better choice than a new wardrobe. Studies show this also boosts happiness.

12. While you are living on the cheap, solve the money problem. Use the internet, because it’s like a cool little machine that helps you do your bidding. If you are currently living paycheck to paycheck, extend that to three weeks instead of two. Then, as you get better, you can think a month ahead, then three months, then six, and finally a year ahead. (The goal is to get to a point where you are thinking 5 years ahead.)

13. Learn to program.

14. Get a six-pack (or get thin, whatever your goal is) while you are young. Your hormones are in a better place to help you do this at a younger age. Don’t waste this opportunity, trust me.

15. Learn to cook. This will make everything much easier and it turns food from a chore + expensive habit into a pleasant + frugal one. I’m a big Jamie Oliver fan, but whatever you like is fine.

16. Sleep well. This and cooking will help with the six pack. If you think “I can sleep when I’m dead” or “I have too much to do to sleep,” I have news for you: you are INEFFICIENT, and sleep deprivation isn’t helping.

17. Get a reminder app for everything. Do not trust your own brain for your memory. Do not trust it for what you “feel like” you should be doing. Trust only the reminder app. I use RE.minder and Action Method.

18. Choose something huge to do, as well as allowing the waves of opportunity to help you along. If you don’t set goals, some stuff may happen, but if you do choose, lots more will.

19. Get known for one thing. Spend like 5 years doing it instead of flopping around all over the place. If you want to shift afterwards, go ahead. Like I said, choose something.

20. Don’t try to “fix” anyone. Instead, look for someone who isn’t broken.

Written by: Julian Smith

Mr.Brightside(My Official Logo)

After lots of ideas and doodling around,I came up with this simple character concept or as i would like to say (Mr. Brightside), which is basically the title of the song by The Killers. I don't know it has been stuck in my head for last 3-4 years and finally i get to name it for something that i created.Design wise ,its just too simple and easy as i would like my stuffs to be. So, there you go Mr.Brightside....people!!! :)